A Scary Place To Be

All of her good news, comes with bad news. Love comes with pain. Fighting insanity, but she's sane...

Everyone is looking to her for direction.... And for the first time in her life, she doesn't know what to say.

There isn't enough training in the world, to prepare you for what love takes. Because, we are all ready, for smiles and laughter and accepting of peace and tranquility... But, we are not ready for rejection and we are not ready for change.

She's begins to evaluate her life, on different levels and she's sure, that this is not what life should be. She is the giver, not quick to receive. And nothing, is right. Nothing, feels real. How can you be surrounded by so many people, yet feel so alone?

She wonders, if anyone knows her favorite color. Who are her best-friends? What does she like, to eat? What is her favorite movie?

Unwilling to ask a soul, considering the great probability that no one would know... She sits, exposed by the truth, naked, yet still unseen.

Not knowingly, she had pushed everyone away. She had shielded her heart, so heavily that she had also covered, her true self. Only she knew, her potential. She hadn't allowed anyone else, a chance to get to know her.

And the world, outside of her world... Is A Scary Place to Be. in her world, there is no follow through. There is no schedule. Things, just happen. In the real world, consistency is appreciated. In her world, loyalty is scarce.

She inhales, deeply and realizes that for the first time, in a long time... She is alone.

Good days vs. Bad days

The thing is, you're gonna have some good days and some bad days. But if you're blessed to open your eyes in the morning, that very thing should be enough to press on. It should be enough to make you pursue your dreams. It should make you want to help someone in need.

There's no way I was blessed with so many talents and gifts, to just let them crust over and die. We make plans for the week, the month and the year, not taking into account that we may not see tomorrow. We're so care free. So then you see tomorrow... And you think God owed you that? Not hardly. You're given another chance at your dream. Your given another chance at making life right.

We all have good and bad days, so but it's not the end. It's not warranty to give up. The bad might even outweigh the good sometimes. I've been there, A LOT. I know someone's watching me; looking up to me. Waiting to see what I'm going to do. And if I give up, so will they. We all have someone watching. So I don't give up. I don't let go. And I look for a better day, because I know there's always a good day coming.

Lots of Love
-Schye

Producer James Worthy - The Brand

I feel it's time to shed light and give honor where honor is due. I've recently had the pleasure to speak to and get to know a very special Producer. In the music industry, it is very difficult to find someone who takes a personal approach with everything that they do. Producer James Worthy is one who I have found to be very dedicated. Before I spoke to him, I watched his work from a  personal standpoint, meaning I looked at how he speaks and what he speaks about. He is a very dedicated soul, giving 120% of himself to his work. If anyone is going anywhere in this industry, it's Producer James Worthy.

A while ago, I promised him a blog post about one of his artists and I will still post that blog once I've cleared everything with his team. But, I felt it much more appropriate to speak about the Team behind the artist. A lot of people don't realize that behind every great artist is an even greater team, putting in countless hours of work to get that artist to the top. There are many ups and downs, celebrations and disappointments in music, but without murmuring  and complaining, Producer James Worthy hits it hard every day. 

For those of you who are unaware, Producer James Worthy is the head honcho of Dreammusik Group. Based in Atlanta, Ga., he has worked with many artists that you know very well, including Omarion, Young Berg, Kesan, Bobby Brown, Bobby Brown Jr., Lil Poopy, Yo Gotti, and so many more. He is also the manager of American Idol singing sensation Amber Holcomb. Oh, but James Worthy is much more than a Producer, he is also a writer, a production engineer... I mean, this man's resume stretches far. I enjoy the fact that Producer James Worthy is into artist building. He's not concerned with chasing "big names", but that hasn't stopped him from working with big names in the industry. 

Without writing a novel, I'll say openly that I support the brand that is Dreammusik Group, that is Producer James Worthy. I support the dream, the ambition and the dedication. Keeps your eyes and ears open, because this is how legends are made. You can follow Producer James Worthy on Twitter @DreammusikGroup, on Instagram @ ProducerJamesWorthy, on Facebook @ Producer James Worthy (DreammusicGroup), Soundcloud @ Producer James Worthy... And when in doubt, GOOGLE PRODUCER JAMES WORTHY!!! lol Shout it ya'll! He's on the move. #SupportTheBrand #DreammusikGroup #ProducerJamesWorthy


You can catch Producer James Worthy at work as a quest judge for Take It 2 Da Streets, on August 23rd, from 3-7pm at The Atrium - 5479 Memorial Dr., Stonemountain, Ga. 30083. He will then be at the Urban Model Awards at 7:30pm, located at 595 North Avenue NW., Atlanta, Ga. 30318. And there are so many more events to come. I'll keep you posted. 

Mwah,
Schyeanne Savi

Michelle Obama: Truly a Team Player

This woman continues to amaze me. Every since Mrs. Obama stepped into "The House", she has been stealing our hearts. She truly owns her position and knows how to be an example to all young women of the world. Michele Obama is graceful and well versed, (which I can't say for many these days). And, oh does she have a beautiful sense of humor.

 

Back in Feb. 2010, the First Lady launched a campaign called "Let's Move". This campaign highlights the importance of healthy eating and obesity awareness. The campaign educates children and parents on the causes of obesity and what can be done to prevent it. This is a very important topic to be educated on, because childhood obesity is at an all time high. Visit www.letsmove.gov for more information.

 

 

As for Super Woman herself, she amazed me when she dunked on Lebron James, during a White House promotion for Lets Move. The guys of  the Miami Heat certainly look like they had a lot of fun goofing around at the White House. Watch below as our First Lady slam dunks and proves once again that she can do most anything, and gracefully so. 

 



 

 

What's In A Word?

WHATS IN A WORD?

 

One of my very favorite movies is "London". Don't ask why... I'm not even sure why. Anyway, this movie is centered around Jessica Biel trying to get her boyfriend to say those three magical words (I love you). He eventually says it at the very last minute, at the end of the movie, as she's about to move away. Wow dude, REALLY? Peace out! One of my favorite scenes is when she says "I love you" continuously and he just will not say it back. He actually has the nerve to say something like, "Why does it have to be about words?" or something like that. She then replys that it is about words, because if we didn't have words we'd still be living in caves and talking with our hands. Jessica, I couldn't have said it better myself.

So, what's in a word? Why do we say "I love you"? And when we say it, what do we mean? Can it be said too much? Can it not be said enough? Can you wear it out? Well, let's say this... I've tested love and it's limitless boundaries and NO, I do not think it can be worn out (not if the person you're saying it to knows what your meaning is).



 

 

Cloudy WIth a Chance of Hope

I sat there, listening to music, realizing that the last three years of my life had been wasted... I had pushed my friends aside, put my dreams on hold and committed myself to loving a man who was not worthy of my time, my attention, my heart. Was I a fool? Was I a stupid girl? Or had I just tried too hard to be something that I am not? Either way, I was sitting there, alone, thinking to myself. Answering to myself... Wishing I could turn back time and take my life back....

But, I couldn't turn back time and the very place I had been trying to avoid was right in my face. I had been trying to make a relationship work, because I didn't want to start all over. I didn't want to get to know someone all over again. It just seemed like less work to work the kinks out of someone I already knew. But I didn't know him much more than I knew Elvis. And the things I knew about him weren't even appealing. I had created this image in my head. There was this ideal man that I knew I wanted. He would be at least 6'3", 220lbs., light skinned, athletic, business minded (a hustla), great with kids, and among many other things, 100% supportive of my dreams. Yep, there's a frickin list. This guy, this dude I had spent three years pouring myself into, was NOT that. He was nowhere near supportive. We were headed in two different directions.

Ugh, so frustrating. The more I thought about it, the more disgusted I became. I mean really, I had friends, I had goals. I had a five year plan that was going to set me up for life. Well there's two years left in that plan (that I haven't started yet), and I'm afraid I may not be able to pull it off. What had happened to me? Was I that far gone? And how in the world had I fallen so far for HIM? Rolling my eyes, smacking my lips, I jumped up off the sofa and ran to grab my laptop. I WILL NOT BE STUCK! So, sure I had a five year plan that I didn't start three years ago. I am going to start it now. It'll be a two year plan that will have me set up comfortably for at least 20  years. Can I pull that off? Oh I'm going to.

There is a light at the end of this tunnel. I see that. I realized that while I had wasted three years, there was no point in dwelling in the hurt of the situation which I could not change. Someone once told me the best way to get over someone or something, is to get even. Well I'm over him and the whole shebang, but I do like the sound of getting even. Oh imagine the jaw drop when I'm exactly where I wanna (the very place he tried to keep me from). I'm getting there. I have people around me that care about me and I'm working on my dreams. I feel good.

Colors of My Luv * Part 1

You keep tellin me you're not ready
But I keep ignoring the signs
Pushin it to the side....
Trynna put it outta my mind
I've been in love before so I think that I can master
But shyt, I thought that before and that ended in disaster
He was a bastard...
Tried to make me degrade myself
Made me hate myself
Tried to beat me down til there was nothing left
It took a lot of crawling before I could walk and gather the nerve
To say I deserve actions, cause they speak louder than words...
This is absurd
How could anyone ever abuse me
Dare to misuse me
Some people are only here to use me
I figured it out, then shielded my heart
Said I'd never let it out, but your love is like art
It consumes me, covers me like rain
Drives me insane
Makes all better the things that caused me pain.
But, you're not ready
I heard you when you told me that
Matter of fact, I knew it before I joined the pack
My feelings are exact, and everything I told you
So you have to know I'm giving you the whole truth
Never underestimate the power of my many sides
It can be a ride I know but I'm letting you decide...