November 23, 2013

Colors of My Luv * Part 1

You keep tellin me you're not ready
But I keep ignoring the signs
Pushin it to the side....
Trynna put it outta my mind
I've been in love before so I think that I can master
But shyt, I thought that before and that ended in disaster
He was a bastard...
Tried to make me degrade myself
Made me hate myself
Tried to beat me down til there was nothing left
It took a lot of crawling before I could walk and gather the nerve
To say I deserve actions, cause they speak louder than words...
This is absurd
How could anyone ever abuse me
Dare to misuse me
Some people are only here to use me
I figured it out, then shielded my heart
Said I'd never let it out, but your love is like art
It consumes me, covers me like rain
Drives me insane
Makes all better the things that caused me pain.
But, you're not ready
I heard you when you told me that
Matter of fact, I knew it before I joined the pack
My feelings are exact, and everything I told you
So you have to know I'm giving you the whole truth
Never underestimate the power of my many sides
It can be a ride I know but I'm letting you decide...

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