Letter To My Love

It's funny how you told me you couldn't believe I loved you
It's funny how you acted like you didn't know I care
It's funny how you look the other way when I express myself
It's funny how even today, the love for you I bear
I thought that I'd gotten over it, but here I am up late thinking
About you, the life we could have had, the love we have shared
I guess, people grow apart, they change, they move on
But I just always felt like we were an unfinished book and now I'm just torn
Or should I say torn out?
Like the page to our happy ending is missing
Not neatly separated, but ripped out any kind of way...

It's funny how you said you appreciated my Birthday call to you
How it really meant so much that I thought enough to call you on your 25th
Wow, didn't you know I wouldn't forget...
Didn't you know that date is etch-a-sketched in my mind
You'd have to really shake me up to make me forget that
It's been a long time, I thought we were "soul mates" (funny)
And another funny thing is you put our break-up off on me
You say I was too into myself and other nuccas to love you
What others? Now, loving myself - I'm guilty of
But what's funny is everyone knew I loved you but you
They knew so much that they hated me for it.........

I love you, I mean I loved you
I miss you, I mean I hope you're doing well
Sometimes I go back and forth with myself like that
Trying not to say what's in my heart, but say what i think is appropriate
Never free to say what needs to be said
I've loved you too long, ten years
And love has come along, but somehow, I couldn't love back
I feel like I've been trapped in you and where are you?
In bed with someone else Im sure of it
You haven't waited for me....

You're just like the others, only call when you need something
When you're cool, I'm Schye
When you're lonely, I'm Bae
When you're broke, I'm Booh
And my favorite, one that you haven't been until now, THIRSTY
Two years ago you clowned my Oprah mentality thinkin that I wouldn't make it
And now that you see my name in lights, you call
Funny, you call now- Yeap, same number as always
See, unlike you, I don't change - I'm all me all day

And it's a shame that you present yourself this way now
Because now I know that you're fake and I must let you go
It's not me, it's you.... I mean..... Yeah I said that right
I gotta let you go cause I love you so much
We can't be friends, because I'm still in love with you
And we can't be lovers because that wouldn't be fair to me
Oh what a tangled web we weave
Darn, I love you.....