January 22, 2010

Untitled (A Torn Thought)

I remember especially how you tried to waste me
Threw me to the ground and tried to disgrace me
Covered my mouth and tried to deface me
All I could think is you must have hated me
What would make you so angry that you had to take me
To a place I didn't know, Why did you misplace me
Then like my life was written in pencil, tried to erase me
With anger from deep inside, I began to hate thee
You made me feel things that I had never felt
From my soul I cried out and there still was no help
You made me regret all the dealings I'd dealt,
That had brought me to where we were
Like it was my fault that you took my very smile
Wiped it away and threw it for miles
Took away my child, a woman I became
Unknowing to me how to play that game
Unready I was, as you stripped me in shame
Leaving my heart tattered and untamed
My mind was racing as you looked into my eyes
Like you wanted me to see into your soul without surprise
As if to tell me that I should have known that you were all lies
And as if preparing me for my own demise
It hurt me.......... to know that this would end a part of me
It scared me to think of the part that it would start
And as I layed there suffering and screaming inside
I could feel my heart's last beat as it shattered and died...


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