July 21, 2013

K Michelle - Beauty and Talent


I would have to say that of all the artists out there right now, Miss K Michelle would have to be one of my favorites. She's definitely in my Top 5 of current female artists, and that top includes my all time favorite Miss Beyonce' of course. Now am I comparing the two? No, I'm not. I believe that K Michelle is in a league of her own. Her music speaks from the soul, which is something that can not be said about a lot of music these days. She has a beautiful sound and personality, and well umm, just being fair, she's gorgeous. I mean c'mon, does anyone else see that she has a beautiful body? I was with my man and I did a double take. IJS
If I were to break down this woman's beauty, it would take all day. So I'm just going to sum it up real quick before I get the music side of things. I mean who doesn't like a woman with a tiny waist and nice shapely hips. I mean if I were a guy, I would be like, "Heeeey Kaaaay, Wad it do?" LOL But serious, beyond a very nice body, she has a beautiful face as well. I love her smile, and the rounded cat eyes are surely God made. Uh oooh, I might have a "girl crush".
At the current moment, you can get K Michelle's "V.S.O.P" on iTunes and her long awaited debut album "Rebellious Soul" will be available August 13th, 2013. I expect a lot of smashes as I can not wait to support. K Michelle has a lot of breakout singles that I blast on the regular. Who didn't love "Kiss My Ass"? Probably the men that were kissing it. LOL But my all time favorite so far would have to be "I Just Wanna". Let's keep it real, sometimes you just want to get the feel good, without all the clingy shit. Men talk all the time about how women be #InTheirFeelings. Men get in their feelings too. (I'll go in on  that in a later post) But seriously ladies, isn't it the absolute worst when you're trying to get yours and a man is trying to make love all on you? Aaaaaaaah! My girl KM went in and straight up said, "I just wanna f*ck and not fall in love." Ding, ding, ding... We have a winner.
This is an artist that you will want to keep your eyes on as she does not disappoint. You can follow her on Twitter: @kmichelle and don't forget to support her website www.thekmichelle.com. Booking information is on her Twitter profile so go get it. And don't forget to pick up that album on August 13th.
 
 K Hunni, I love your work. Keep it up. You have my support. ;)
 
-Schye

July 20, 2013

I AM LOVE

I swore I'd never fall in love again
Like I had done something so wrong
Like I had betrayed myself
Like I had turned on my own heart

The feelings that I had for you were true, are true
Except, I don't know what I really feel anymore
I don't know if I'm comfortable feeling for you
I'm not sure if I know what I feel at all

You wanted me to be honest
But you were never honest yourself
Or is it that your honesty and my honesty are just so different
I could question that all day

I lay alone, staring at the ceiling
Wondering how I got myself in this again
This love thing that never is equal
Someone always loves more than the other

Someone always does more than the other
Gives more, says more, is more
And the other usually thinking that they are being equal
Usually receiving more, but thinking they are giving as much

One sided relationships are my specialty
Because I am always the better friend
I am always the better spouse
I am always the better lover

Daughter of misunderstanding I have been
Trying to catch myself in this race of uncertainty
Wondering how I got so far ahead of my feelings
Hoping that one day it will all come together

I am not the lover I use to be
I am not the girl you met back then
I am not the child that was born into nothing
I have grown into something much more than myself

I have grown into much more than you thought I would be
Much more than you could have ever imagined
Much more than expected of me
Much more than I can handle at times

My love is not dangerous
It is not foolish or weird
I am not doing thee most
I am not over-expressive

I am me
I am unfolding before my own eyes
I am learning the hard way
I am taking you on a journey with me

I am not in love
I am love
I am cupid with love arrows
I am valentines and chocolates

I am sweet dreams and early morning kisses
I am romantic dinners and proposals
I am holding hands and singing chords
I am secrets and bff's

I am freedom to live
I am laughter and tears
I am smiles and emoticons
I am warmth and I am sure

I AM LOVE

I do not love too hard
I am not ashamed as you are
I am not afraid of being broken
Because I am not in love, I am

I AM LOVE
 

July 12, 2013

I Love You Crazy, I'm Not In Love With You

Why are these three little words so scary? Why is it easy for some people to say them and not so easy for others? What do they really mean? So many questions surround this popular phrase. So why don't I break it down a little bit for ya.

Definitions....

love  

/ləv/
Noun
An intense feeling of deep affection: "their love for their country".
Verb
Feel a deep romantic or sexual attachment to (someone): "do you love me?".
Synonyms
noun.  affection - fondness - darling - passion
verb.  like - be fond of - fancy - adore



So, when you tell someone you love them, you're not saying you want to jump their bones, be their wife/husband, bear their children or jump in front of a bullet for them. You are simply saying that you are fond of them, adore them or have an intense feeling of deep affection. Oh sure, you can also be feeling a deep romantic or sexual attachment to someone.

I think that people are getting so use to having no emotional attachments, that they are literally running from the word "love". I mean take "Friends With Benefits" for example. An FWB is someone you are friends with that you screw, bang, smash... or whatever you want to call it. But this is someone you have sexual intercourse with that you have no other attachments to. Some people have this arrangement set up to fulfill their sexual desires in a somewhat safer way, since a lot of times they are only being intimate with one person.

And then you the "Mains". Yes, this one is very popular. You're not my "man", you're my "main". You're my #1 Smash. Hmmm, I feel so honored. No, this means that you are among several others that are getting the goods (if their good). All I'm saying is BE SAFE!

So what is the problem here? I think that there is some screw-up in communication. See, you can love someone and you can be in love with someone. I think this is where people are getting confused and running away. Me personally, if a guy told me he  loved me and I wasn't sure what he meant, I would ask. I wouldn't leave him floating in the air like a birthday balloon that got away. That's why communication is key. It is very important to open your mouth and use your voice box. But in this day and age. We don't know how to do that.

So then you have "I'm in love with you". And that one is so very scary. I mean even if I were in love with someone and they told me that, I would probably sit there all stiff and silent, like (awkwaaaaard). But then that's where communication comes in. Say something darnit! If you don't feel the same, you just don't. It's not a big deal. But, "I love you" and "I'm in love with you" are two totally different feelings. I've been down both paths and I can tell you that while I love all of my friends (male) (side-eye), I AM NOT in love with any man right now. And they better know it, because I am very verbal; almost too verbal.

I love you...
-Schye

 

So Much Time To Reflect

What exactly do you say when you've been away for so long? I'm not sure. Things change with the passing of time. I've been in love, lost love and fallen all over again for an old flame. It's funny how the heart works. It's funny how a person can change in just a years time. I'm glad to be back, except I'm not back and as I use to be. I'm a whole new me and I want to share that with you (the reader).

You see, the truth is that I've been hiding... I've been hiding behind other people's view and opinion of me. I've been hiding behind others dreams and expectations of me. And you know where hiding has gotten me? Nowhere at all. I've been mentally stuck in the same place for years. All of the dreams that I have for myself have been locked away and forgotten. My clothing line at a standstill; machines, fabric, equipment locked away in storage. But that is my passion. My talents have gone to waste. My love for singing, dancing, and acting are just a memory now.

How do I get the things I've lost back? How do I move forward in my life and not be afraid?

I just woke up today and decided to move. I decided that I will not let illness or opinion stand in my way any longer. I just can't do it any more. Because the same people that are watching, judging and waiting or me to make a mistake are going on with their lives and worrying what I think about them at all.

It felt good to open my eyes this morning and feel like  could honestly care less about what the next person feels or doesn't feel about me. You can't live your entire life for everyone else. Trust me, you will lose your true self in the process. Now of course, I'm speaking generally when I say I don't care what people think. Of course there are people who's thoughts and opinions matter, but my "overall" can't be dictated by other people.

With that said, I am going to live. I am going to smile. I am going to sing and dance. I am going to make new friends. I am going to love so hard and not be afraid. And I hope you are all with me, because this will be a fun ride.

Mwah
-Schye